Brief Update

My mother left a few days ago, taking her things and going off to my uncle's house to live.  Since I've been roaming, sleeping at my father's house, eating dinner at various places, and actually eating fast food--which I haven't done in years.  I don't know what I think or feel about it, but I've mostly just been working on things like normal, and sleeping a lot--I can finally sleep, so it's rather wonderful to nap.

I haven't cut, or felt the desperate urge to peel myself out of my skin.  I've been taking my pills, and waking up before noon.  I've been a good little girl, keeping things together.

I'm a bit speechless, however.  Grasping for words I can't find.  I want to write this blog, but I'm at a loss.  I feel like I want to scream out words, but I can't even manage a whisper.

That's all I can say, though.  This is all I can manage right now.